wow i'm incredibly torn apart... this week is becoming such an emotional roller coaster. :
sometimes i just want to turn around and say fuck it all.
everyday there is one person that i encounter that reminds me of all the ugly in the world.
all the hate
all the sadness
today was just too much. i feel totally embarassed and if it were up to me i would quit.
i'm not a quitter. i've met too many great people at work to let one person ruin it.
i want a vacation. i want to go to LA.
i dont want to come back till i'm ready.
till i feel i'm totally cleansed
till i know i can face the world without fear or doubt.
i'm glad to have such great friends. i dont drop names but you know i appreciate you.
my confidants. my shoulders to cry. the non drinking drinking buddy.
you are all amazing.